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Hey!
It's me. Yea~ Chris..

It's been awhile since I last updated or posted something on a social media.
Still remembering the last time I did that, was about 6 months ago.
Oh well~

I love rainy day. I love the peace that comes after, especially at night,
peaceful and silent. Nothing will interrupt me from having some self-reflecting.
3 more months for me to finish my National Service (NS) and
to be honest, I am still thinking of what am I going to do after it.

Should I continue studying or should I go to work?
 If I choose to work what should I work as?
and if I choose to study, I am actually worrying about the school fees.

I wanted to follow my passion but looking at the reality of this society,
it seems hard and not practical.
Frankly speaking I am afraid.
That fear that I am going to fail, that fear that I am going to lose.
It's been haunting me ever since June after my 22th birthday.
Knowing that I am not young anymore and I will continue to age as years go by.
Scary isn't it?

But it alright.
Bill Gates and Steve Job have this fear before as well.
In order to succeed, you have to persevere even you are doing it alone.

I looked up at the sky and smiled.